Nah not hate.
I shouldn't be blogging because I have to mug/practice for Japanese test this Saturday, two 40% examinations next week, and guest performance on next Sunday.
But if I don't, I probably would just not do anything concrete.
There are too many things going through my mind now; I can't focus.
If I still want to continue finding excuses for people who didn't seem to be doing their best, then clearly I am delusional.
Why do excuses even exist if the reasons are so clear?
The reasons are, either the things they are doing are not worth it, or that the people they are dealing with are not.
I dislike asking. But I am tired of guessing.
I wish people could tell the difference between intentional attack and self-defence.