marionLoh

Don't ask why I am suddenly blogging in English because I just am :D

Yes, as apparent from the title, I am suffering from withdrawal syndrome. Severe withdrawal syndrome.

I feel butterflies in my stomach ): A lot of butterflies in my stomach. 

I know it's late but I need to post about this before it expires in me! 

Disclaimer: Am going to take about Jin and KAT-TUN separately! 

About Jin. If Jin is a legendary character, I bet 15 May would be recorded down as one of the days that he had caused commotion. Regarding the tweets he tweeted yesterday, at first for me I thought it was quite cute. I mean, being frank and direct are what makes him Bakanishi! And it was sweet isn't it if I don't think about whom it is for... But after seeing the much angst reponse from other fellow fans, I was somehow affected by that emoness. Well, for myself I wasn't really depress over the fact that he is in a relationship, but more about Jin always doing things that make being people fall into an anxiety state. I hate to bring this up, but even though I wasn't there but Jin left in 2006 nor when he left last year, I still could feel how the other fans felt. Then I can't help but think about how Kame felt during those period of time. I am not in denial I believe they are still close I think because everytime he has things his way, people end up accepting all the decisions he made. Because that's the only thing everyone can do to make themselves feel better. I am involved in him as much as I am for Kame, so he doesn't need to live within my expectations or my knowledge of him. But for the other fans, I believe some of them feel like they can't understand him anymore?? Oh and just a whatif, what if this happens on Kame instead? Like suddenly he confess to the world that he has a girlfriend, or worst, wife?? But it's different, isn't it? Kame's a magician who decides that he won't reveal his magic tricks (he said it himself), so I wouldn't be too surprised. But Jin has always been revealing about his own personal life. So probably fans got the misconception that they know a lot about Jin, even his private life. But yesterday he has proven it to be invalid. 

（前段在這裡）

討厭例子（都說我沒有辦法討厭，所以其實是“印象不好”）

在KAT-TUN里呢，一開始就是喜歡Kame嘛。而過後接觸KAT-TUN的時候，真的對Jin沒有好印象（對不起啊，我也難免會被炒作影響！）。 我那是無法想像自己會接受他。可是，它就這樣的發生了。就這樣。沒有詳細改觀細節，“w/o notice!”（ 順便幫Kame打歌！），就這樣發生了。

那。雙。手。