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God played so many jokes that I couldn't laugh anymore~

I found complaining the best way to vent dissatisfaction. And when I complain about something, I am not running away from it; rather it is the evidence that I am actually making myself face it. Why would I even bother to complain if I am escaping from this? It is exactly I am trying to accept it that's why I have to let myself feel beter!

Self-rationalising~~

I guess I rather be depressed than be indifferent. Indifferent is probably just self-defence mechanism doing its work. Well, depressed, of course not talking about depression, but the mood itself. I think it's okay to feel depressed. And the best part is, things always gets better after reaching its lowest point.

Anyway, recently I am very much into free-writing (Really freeeeeee-writing. As random as it could be. & I really write and not type :D) and collecting quotes~ I need to do some shopping for notebooks again! Prettaye notebooks! :D

I refuse to be called a "chocaholic". Call me "true chocolate lover"~ (taught by a book) Because chocaholics sound like people who would buy and eat any kinds of chocolate.

I am already sleep-deprived and I swear I would be for the rest of this week )': Jaa! Oyasuminasai! :D