回憶。
為甚麼現在的「過去」可以比過去的「現在」還更加清晰？是因為曾經對當下不在意，還是時間是個放大鏡？
夢想。
它離得越遠，你就越有動力。如果現在告訴你，你的夢想只在你一步的距離，你還不會那麼努力？如果你說：＂反正這麼近，為甚麼要那麼費心？＂，那夢想真的會變得遙不可及。
太陽。
- Mar 23 Fri 2012 03:58
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越遠越真實
- Dec 01 Thu 2011 03:22
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你不知道的事
可能偶爾會覺得這樣的生活方式不是很對，但沒有強烈感覺要改別甚麼。至少它讓我活到現在。
當一個人的存在在宇宙里顯得格格不入，或許不管到哪裡，都不太會感覺到歸宿感。
不是冷血，不是沒有感情。可能某部分的自己因為太感性所以選擇逃避，希望可以暫時保護自己。
但那樣的心情，似乎很遠。真實的自己，也只有在一個人的時候才偶爾能感受到。當初的暫時，也變了習慣，變了＂我就是這樣＂。
我討厭分離。好多好多次，都用不在乎掩飾。不過這次我輸了。
- Nov 21 Mon 2011 14:56
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底線
曾經看過一部港劇，裡頭有個角色說過，“原來真的愛一個人，可以為他無限度降低自己的底線。”
可以降低的底線，真的還叫做底線嗎？
但是我覺得，底線真的不可能永遠維持在一個位置。 不過，底線會移動不一定和牽涉到的人有關。
- Nov 19 Sat 2011 18:54
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What I like about pre-Christmas
LOOKING AT HOLIDAY COLLECTIONS/SETS!!
It's not really about buying them, wanting them, but simply looking at them hahaha.
If you ever go out with my throughout the Christmas season, please, please don't bring me to Sephora.
Lashstash
There are actually a lot of sets in the Sephora Favourites category, but this really caught my eye simply because they are mascaras. I loveeee mascaras. Probably because I really care about my eyelashes, especially when they are clumpy or limp. Yes that's why I have the habit of touching them every now and then.
- Nov 17 Thu 2011 00:42
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Understanding
Along the process of growing up, friendship changes from true understanding to socialisation.
Not saying it is a bad thing though. I mean, if you have got company, people to talk to, people who care, then everything is fine, right?
I know I am going to contradict myself with the next sentence: Understanding should be the basis of every relationships.
But... isn't it true?
Attempting to understand is a way to show that you care from within. But how many actually successfully understand? It probably takes a lot of patience and perhaps some kind of chemistry.
- Nov 03 Thu 2011 23:07
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An overflow of good converts to bad. －William Shakespeare
If life gives you too many good things, things will turn out bad soon.
Not because that's how the way it is, but because we become complacent when things go smooth.
I know this sounds cliche, but we really shouldn't take things for granted.
Lol I feel like a literature student again. William Shakespeare.
I may not be a literature student anymore, but I still love literature. Really love.
- Nov 02 Wed 2011 08:21
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I had a good dream :)
Dreams aren't just about the dreams itself
Or the people involved
It's the feeling that can never be replaced.
Even if it's unknown people
Even if it's just simple coversation simple gestures
- Oct 19 Wed 2011 20:29
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Forever stucked
The other day I read a book that went something like, "Complaining is not about getting sympathy, but understanding."
It's true, isn't it? That it always feels better to complain to someone who is in the situation (or somewhere nearby) than someone who isn't.
And better than those who only pretends to listen.
I am not being skeptical. If everything proofs it to be true, I would only be in denial if I don't admit it.
When you feel a heavy responsibility in a friendship, is that even normal?
- Oct 13 Thu 2011 21:05
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有在一起嗎？
如果人想要否認，甚麼事都可以否認。
否認的原因。。。因為反對？因為開始根本就是個錯誤？因為你也否認？
還是因為那些時光雖然短，但你卻給了我比初戀還要像戀愛的回憶？
你也曾經是最了解我的人。雖然曾經一度的以為或許是你假裝出來的，但，了解可能假裝出來嗎？
因為我的任性，所以有了開始，過程當中也傷了不少人。
- Oct 05 Wed 2011 23:56
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說完就睡
我決定了。
我決定把所有被封鎖的回憶歸還給我的腦和心。如果因為不開心的回憶而連開心的一起忘記，那不是很不聰明？
雖然還是有會阻礙我的一些記憶，我不想去想。
原諒我的愚昧。原諒我的幼稚。原諒我的多心。原諒我的懦弱。原諒我想被原諒的心情。
總之，能記得是一件美好的事。
- Sep 27 Tue 2011 17:24
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Cranky
Guess what time I slept last night? To be exact, I didn't sleep last night. I slept this morning.
Not proud of it, neither did I not sleep on purpose. The double-decker bed didn't like me yesterday; it was kinda shaky. My brother just went, "Hmm good luck to you when you sleep! You can sleep in the living room if you want!" and climbed up sleeping soundly.
To be frank, I am very sure the bed wouldn't collapse on me, or even collapse at all. But just like how natural disasters might strike anytime, what could not happen?
Rather than staying paranoiacally awake worrying about my safety on the bed which doesn't seems safe enough, I camped at the living room. I am not exactly someone who can sleep anywhere, especially when a baby lizard is crawling around the room, so I ended up reading a book.
So did I get any sleep? Sure, after I finished my book and my parents woke up, it was 6 plus. Then I had the whole queen-sized bed to myself. Couldn't sleep immediately because sadly my body is too used to my own bed, but if you missed your sleep time by 6 hours, you would be able to sleep anywhere if you try to.
